It’s been a rough weekend. But hey, I’m still sober! Being sober, I have given myself the ability to truly grieve my beloved greyhound. I’m not numbing my feelings, getting sloppy drunk, and crying. I have cried a lot of course, but these are therapeutic tears, not booze-soaked ones. One day at a time, I’m getting through all of this. One day at a time.
I apologize for my absence. I had a couple weeks off from work over the holidays during which a lot happened. And since I’m glued to my computer at work all day, it was a relief to not sit in front of one for a few weeks! So I’m really behind in posting, and even with reading all of your posts. Now I’m back to work, some shitty things are still happening, and I’m also dealing with a very sick dog. My heart is breaking, but I still have hope that my girl can be saved. If you get the chance, send us some good healing vibes! She’s nine years old, and I’m not ready to say goodbye to her yet.
My court crap is also progressing, AND I survived my first sober Christmas. But I’m really stressed and sleep deprived. Trying to breathe and take it one day at a time. I promise to be back again shortly! Hope all of you in the sober-sphere are doing well.