Being strong, accepting, and trying to make the best of my circumstance and consequences sometimes means I have
days weeks like this. No sleep, terrified, overwhelmed, lots of tears. I’m proud of myself, and I’m doing the best I can. I need to center my thoughts and stop fixating on the unknown future, but it’s easier said than done. Thankfully I have a long weekend planned, and I will be spending it in a cabin with some old friends at a beautiful state park that I have never been to. There will be hiking, photos, adventures, relaxation, and lots of laughs. Much needed! But until then…I’m going to be in the fetal position saying the serenity prayer.